Heavy
Thursday, June 15, 2006

There are days when the fates conspire against you. Words that spill off your lips are both less and more then what you mean.

When the phrase "with a heavy heart" is pounded home by the weight on your chest and making the right decision seems anything but right.
Days when you're one person on an island in the middle of downtown traffic. No one sees you, no one hears you, they flow and ebb around you, leaving you lost in the noise.

You do your best and it goes un-noticed, you shut your mouth against the words that are beating against your teeth, just to avoid the war they are screaming for. You try to play peacemaker even though it goes against the warrior inside and no one hears the pleas; the anger beating in their heads drowns you out.

When you are talking to the back but the front has shut their eyes and ears.

Days when you must play parent when you would rather play kid.

Days like today.






4 Comments:
Blogger InterstellarLass had this to say:

I know this feeling. Hopefully there won't be too many days like this.

7:17 AM, June 16, 2006 

Blogger Tickneen had this to say:

Sounds like you need one big hug girl! Take it easy on yourself. If I can find hope, anyone can! *smooooch*

2:12 PM, June 16, 2006 

Blogger Red Hot Sexy Papa had this to say:

oooh i know that feeling too! Well, breathe in and relax.... THEN SCREAM THE HELL to make one feel better heheheheh i did that silently.

3:46 AM, June 17, 2006 

Blogger Gypsy had this to say:

Such an apt description. Hope you're feeling better today.

9:00 AM, June 20, 2006 

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