To Ray
Tuesday, December 16, 2008

It's funny how when in a relationship you think everything is going along fine, until it's not.

It's like you are driving along, humming to a favorite song and a rabid deer shoots out of the bushes and WHAM, you're on your ass in the snow and your car is fucked to hell and back.

That's how I feel.

But you, your still driving along singing to your favorite song like nothing happened. Yet one day that deer is going to bite you on your ever loving ass.

See, I'm going to pick my butt up and dust it off and get back in the car, but you, you're going to miss me.

When your lonely or hurt or sad, You're going to miss me.
When a certain song comes on that reminds you, you're going to miss me.
When the person lying beside you isn't quite so pretty, you're going to miss me.
When her kisses are not so new, you're going to miss me.
When things go wrong and life just isn't working, you're going to miss me.

I will haunt you for the rest of your life with "what might have been's" and "I should have just..."

How do I know this? Because my only crime was loving you to well, and that's one ghost that lingers.

I'm the girl that never did anything wrong, the one that you should never let get away. I'm the girl that years from now you will wonder what i'm doing and wish you could see me just one more time.

As for me, it's hard to miss the deer that fucked up your car. I'm mounting those antlers on my mother fucking mantel and I wont miss you at all.






2 Comments:
Blogger Carrie had this to say:

WOW! I need the scoop.

5:12 PM, December 17, 2008 

Blogger Red Hot Sexy Papa had this to say:

Bearly Bearly Kissmas!

HUGS

2:41 AM, December 24, 2008 

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